I feel as if everything’s falling part…fading into dust.
And it sucks. Because I hurt so much.
I just trudged through the fog and snow and cried like a bitch.
I got in a yelling match with my family.
Everything is hopeless; and I’m scared about not getting into the college of my dreams.
It’s all I’m holding onto, so if I can’t go, I have nothing…
I push everyone away, and I feel like I hate everyone, even myself…
I wanna get high or drunk, but I can’t…
I just don’t want to feel anymore…
I want to fade away, into dust…
